I'm too impulsive.

Over the years, I've struggled with taming this beast, but I'm not sure if I'm any better at being more cautious. Perhaps, just more aware. I really like analyzing myself (how accurate I am, who knows); and I've noticed that what I perceive as my faults, I tend to be attracted to the opposite in the people I date.

For example, I've been called hyper and sometimes intense (what this means, I know not), so I am attracted to guys who are mellow and low-key. I think if I ever dated anyone as hyper as me, I'd feed off that energy and my person would implode (don't want to leave a mess).

This is just a excerpt of the mental masturbation that floats through my head everyday. I'll be driving or showering (prime Jessica thinking times) and something will pop into my head that I want to share, but it will never get to LJ because the shiny, spontaneity of it will pass after 2 minutes.

I've tried keeping a notebook to jot down LJ entry ideas but I find that I am much more eloquent in the moment.

I find myself to be strange at times. Hmm.
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At at the Goog with Noah last Thursday. Cupcakes, nom nom.


There were bidets in the restrooms. The Ultimate in Ur Urination Experience!


Neat art at Barefoot right now. I really like the vibrant colors, the facial expressions, and the Klimt-like backgrounds.

http://www.laceybryantartist.com/

Been moody. This shirt cheers me up. Can you believe I have friends that have never seen the Big Lebowski? They have a get out of jail free card because they were home-schooled.


Emo did an illustration of me from a photo Scott took of me when I turned 24.


I was cold. Andy put this hat on me. I was warmer.